I'm waiting for your help ( pray )

Dear Jesus 

Thank you for giving today and thank you for thinking about you. Thank you for calling me here and thanks for protecting me until now. 

I'm a sinner because my thinking is wrong all the time and I run away from you. I forgot you, and I didn't find you. Sometimes I thought I will be happy without you. If I don't know you I will enjoy my life better than before and now. 

But I know My thinking is too bad and very stupid because I can't live without you. If I don't know you I never can live even just one day I can't live without you I know 

But sometimes no many times I don't know well I don't understand me. But you know already I'm always like this. Regret and cry and fall down 

I need your help and I want to your care because I'm like a baby so even I know it's the pot very very hot as well as die but I'm going to there and then touch the pot. And then I'm get the hurt and I have a pain. It's reported everyday 

I don't want to that I'm so hurt. But I can't .

Please catch my hands and please control of me 

You are my maker. You know me better then me. 

I don't know how can I live on day I don't know anything 

But I know you never leave me. And now you are so sad because of me 

I'm too stupid and foolish. But you love me so much. 

Thanks my God. 

I'm waiting for you. 

In the name of Jesus I prayed 

Amen 

I'm waiting for your help